Its like more the time I spend staying away from you, not talking to you, not hearing anything about you, the more I start thinking about you, the more I start missing you, the more I wanna know about you & hear from you.
The graph goes like a straight line not at an angle of 45 degrees, but 75 degrees..with tym (in days) on x-axis & my heart missing you on y-axis.
Its always me who decides to cutoff wid you, and you, just like my best friend always agree..n yet again, its always me who comes back..trying to contact you either through fb or text or call. And after not even more than 2 months of cutoff, here I am, msgin you on fb, and with no reply from your side within 2 days, calling you up to hear your voice. Impatient me. And you say hello 4 times and then disconnect. I know I promised myself, promised you and promised god that I'll never contact you again. But there's something between us. If not between us, then atleast in me that I keep coming back to you.
Not as we were before, but as we were long back in class 10..best friends forever types. :)
I remember, the last time we met, somewhere in feb this year, the song that was playing on my playlist while we were going back was "Getting Over You" .
*People in the place, if you've ever fell in love, then you know, then you know what m talkin about, "there's no getting over".*
And I had told ya, its never getting over you..guess that holds true now.
Even that joke of ours holds true that said, "you are my eno"..lmao.. Yes you really are. Staying away from you, not telling you what has been happenin in my life makes not my stomach full of acid, but makes my heart heavy. And as the time passes, it longs to take out everything it has held since long. And wishes to know what all has been going on in your life.
Everytime I eat a chocolate, I miss you with each bite I take, coz when with you, I could just have one single bite of the whole chocolate..such a chocolate lover you are.
Everytime we say goodbye, and everytime I come back, I fear that you won't accept me. I fear it this time as well.
I've moved on, just like you. But i'l never get over you. Coz i'l never want to. ♥
