An unending story..!!

It’s a new day, a new beginning, but, with the same old love story. A love story that is unique, odd, and different and a story perceived in the right way by none other than the two crazy lovers. It’s a story about a guy and a girl, who loved each other like mad. But after their breakup (coz of unmentionable reasons), there have been too many twists in the story. It’s no more their story. Another girl is now attached to the story, being the guy'’s new girlfriend. They fell in love after the original girl refused to accept him back, and the other girl helping him in getting over her.

The original lovers were ‘Kriya’ and ‘Ray’. Another girl's ‘Neena’. And this story goes from Kriya's point of view. And obviously she hates Neena. The reasons are so obvious. And same is from Neena's side. The hatred is mutual. So, after the breakup, Kriya tries a lot to get over Ray, but is not able to. She loves him, but doesn’t want to go back to him. So she resorts to ways like getting drunk and making out with different guys. And every time she does so, she calls up Ray and tells him every detail about it. Kriya can’t stay away without telling Ray, every detail of what’s been going on in her life. Not even what all happened between her and the different guys after drinking, if at all she remembers that. And Ray, who’'s still trying hard to forget her and move on, listens to her for her happiness and cries when he’'s alone. He tries a lot to convince her to stop ruining her life, but she refuses and throws Ray out of her life instead. And that is the time when Neena gives him the support, care and love that he needed. She listens to him, gives him her shoulder to cry upon, diverts his mind by talking stupid stuff and keeps him happy. And that is when the love bird bites them.
Ray and Neena work at the same office. Ray picks her up for office every morning, they spend nice time together in office, have lunch together, and in the evening, he drops her back to her place. Also, they live quite nearby each other's place, unlike Kriya, who stays at about 8-10 kms away from his place. When Ray first met Neena, he was so impressed by her that he wrote a blog which was titled "the girl next door". And this blog started bringing up jealousy in Kriya's mind for Neena. Kriya read it and she knew that Ray was falling for her. But, the only way to stop him was to go back to him, which she never did because she was enjoying her drinking-cum-lust trips more than anything. So she let go of him to enjoy her new single life.
But after about 2-3 months, she realizes yet again that she needs him. So she calls him up. And Ray obviously can’t resist her, so they're back again as friends. And Neena has no idea about it. The day she comes to know that Ray still talks to his ex, Kriya, it’s the end of her first relationship. Yes, this is Neena’'s first ever relationship.
Now that Ray and Kriya talk to each other, Ray tells her everything about Neena and the relationship they share. It kills Kriya; all the words/sentences/conversations related about Neena kill her. But she can’t say that to Ray. Coz to Ray, Neena's more important at this point of time and this is what he says to Kriya, "I always wanted to come back to you, but u never let me in. You threw me out of your life and I've moved on. But the day I start getting problems in my life coz of you, I’'ll throw you out. She's more important to me now. You were at some point of time, but not now. You have come back. My life's moving very smoothly without you. But I am talking to you just to keep you happy. Plus i love talking to you, as always."
So Kriya takes it, no matter what he says, she'll have to take it. Coz she can’t let go of him now. At first, Ray tells Kriya that it’s a casual relationship coz they don’'t have a future together. But gradually, he tells her that he's kind of planning future with Neena. But he also says, "You never know!" So Kriya takes the ratio of "You never know" more than the ratio of "they're planning their future together" and keeps talking to him. Kriya's a girl of extremes. The day she's positive, she'll be happy and cheerful and totally chilled out and keep blabbering anything. But the day she goes negative, she'll just sit alone, talk to no one and cry all by her without appropriate reasons. And as per Ray, Neena's a total opposite of Kriya.

There are things that Kriya is jealous of; Things that Ray did for Neena; Things that any guy in a relation should do for his girl; Things that keep revolving in Kriya’s mind when the jealousy bug appears out of nowhere and makes her feel even worse. Some of them are:
•>They're planning their future.
•>They are in the same office. They spend half their everyday together, six days a week.
•>He took her to his place to meet his mother. And now she often meets his mother. That right was only with Kriya earlier and no other girl.
•>She threw a surprise b'day party for him at his place with the help of his mother. The same thing was done by Kriya at a smaller scale with fewer preparations, exactly 3 years back.
•>He’ll throw Kriya out of his life if there exists any problem in his personal life, coz of her.
•>Neena's more important to him than Kriya now.
•>He picks her up every day and drops her back.
•>Kriya’s not sure whether he’s ever going to come back to her or not.
•>Neena’s his priority now.
•>Neena’s on his fb friend list. Kriya’s not.
•>Neena and Ray can go and hang out with their friends. But Kriya and Ray's friendship is a big secret.
•>When Ray refused Kriya and told her not to visit her place coz his mom would have told Neena that Kriya came over. And then it would have been their 'the end'.

And there are things that Kriya loves; words said by Ray to Kriya about her that she's very proud of and feels happy about. Here go few of them:
•>Ray said: I can’t resist you, Kriya.
•>Ray said: I've never seen any girl with lingeries as good as yours. :P
•>Ray’'s mom said: Apni bahu bhi Kriya jaisi lana, sh’'s so responsible, intelligent, etc.
•>When Ray talks to Kriya about their future together.
•>When Ray and Kriya go out for a beer and end up hugging and kissing each other.


May what Ray say, Kriya can't let go of him now. Coz she knows that if she leaves him this time again and comes back after 2 months, Ray won't accept her back. He's had enough of going and coming back torture from her.
And Kriya's gonna stick to her decision this time. And she has decided that nobody else can love her more than Ray. No one else can understand her better than Ray. So she's gonna be there by his side, buggin him everyday, till the time he comes to a decision to accept her back and believes she has changed and now he can trust her. And after that they'll live happily ever after and bug each other for the rest of their lives. This is what Kriya thinks would happen. But what Ray believes is altogether different. He thinks, Kriya will forget him as soon as her new college life will start and as soon as she gets busy somewhere.

And in the end Kriya writes: " Whatsoever d circumstances around me may be or may become, i'll neva stop lovin u, i'll love u till d day i die. Dats a promise."

So lets see who wins in their race of thoughts and belief.

Getting over you :)

Its like more the time I spend staying away from you, not talking to you, not hearing anything about you, the more I start thinking about you, the more I start missing you, the more I wanna know about you & hear from you.

The graph goes like a straight line not at an angle of 45 degrees, but 75 degrees..with tym (in days) on x-axis & my heart missing you on y-axis.

Its always me who decides to cutoff wid you, and you, just like my best friend always agree..n yet again, its always me who comes back..trying to contact you either through fb or text or call. And after not even more than 2 months of cutoff, here I am, msgin you on fb, and with no reply from your side within 2 days, calling you up to hear your voice. Impatient me. And you say hello 4 times and then disconnect. I know I promised myself, promised you and promised god that I'll never contact you again. But there's something between us. If not between us, then atleast in me that I keep coming back to you.
Not as we were before, but as we were long back in class 10..best friends forever types. :)

I remember, the last time we met, somewhere in feb this year, the song that was playing on my playlist while we were going back was "Getting Over You" .
*People in the place, if you've ever fell in love, then you know, then you know what m talkin about, "there's no getting over".*

And I had told ya, its never getting over you..guess that holds true now.

Even that joke of ours holds true that said, "you are my eno"..lmao.. Yes you really are. Staying away from you, not telling you what has been happenin in my life makes not my stomach full of acid, but makes my heart heavy. And as the time passes, it longs to take out everything it has held since long. And wishes to know what all has been going on in your life.

Everytime I eat a chocolate, I miss you with each bite I take, coz when with you, I could just have one single bite of the whole chocolate..such a chocolate lover you are.

Everytime we say goodbye, and everytime I come back, I fear that you won't accept me. I fear it this time as well.

I've moved on, just like you. But i'l never get over you. Coz i'l never want to. ♥